sometimes i wonder if its worth it after all?

retaking just to get into law? when everyone else has matriculated, and me, being left in this clinical place of desolation and melancholy?

i know i must fufil my destiny, my kismet. i have been studying for 10 hours a day for 10 months, inclusive of weekends, and ace-ing all tests and exams.

it is nigh-time that my efforts come to fruition. my only strength is this inviolable, inalienable belief in myself.

and i will overcome.